And just like that…it’s over.
So tired of talking.
Thought about a lot of things last night. Mainly about leaving… Quitting my job, taking a risk & believing in the best….even the thought is so exciting - as I can imagine the sense of relief once it’s worked out…the persistent feeling of doubt haunts me… Then there are my parents, truly the most angelic people to ever exist in my experience. I realize they don’t know everything & perhaps they never took a huge risk in my lifetime / but truly I don’t want to leave what they have worked hard to give me, am I in essence living their dream? Perhaps they believed that this dream was the best, even if they never experienced it - they would give it to me - but I guess I realize I don’t believe in it….I truly believe that it is a difficult, hard life - not to say I need a life of leisure. Instead I would truly appreciate an equally demanding lifestyle - that worked at improving life here on Earth. Not a world run on greed to get more money, more power….also I am afraid to leave them, leave my love, the life I know…I know the alchemist demonstrates it’s right but I’m afraid…. In 20 years I will be 50, who am I? (51, actually lol) why can’t I see they far? That year is right around the corner. I need to live that life - to fulfill my dreams
Tonight im missing u
If minimum wage is sufficient, why are these not paid to city workers who do comparable work.
Awareness with not action is useless.
